Soo i know i havent updated in well, forever haha.
Im going to try updating more regularly, but this will be one of my biggest post's.
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Ahh Christmas time, the best time of year.
ENJOY (: 

So again, havent updated in a while.. and this is sorta about a boy im in love with every picture every quote everything is for him.
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 i love how i can be so pissed off at the world, and you can just look at me then suddenly everything else
 doesnt even matter anymore.
   - how2fakeasmile

  I never really thought id fall for a romantic,
 your not a romantic persay, but you make me feel the romance.
   - how2fakeasmile

 you always said you wouldnt turn out like the rest, and its true.
 back then you didnt and now you didnt. and i think i love you even more for that,
 i always wanted one guy to prove there not all the same, and you did.
   - how2fakeasmile

 any other guy will not do,
 beacause they will never be you.
  - how2fakeasmile

this is where i met him, and had my first kiss with him.

i remember sitting outfront of the school with you,
having our first kiss there, waiting for my bus together.
i also remember the day i told you i was moving, that was the day it all ended.
i listend to back to december over and over, because it was the same month, the same everything.
six years later, we seen eachother again and i know that feeling is still there.
i went and visited you back in that old town of our love.. and it was the same as when i left
the feelings, the memories. we went back to the school, and thats when i realized i need you,
you looked the same as the day i first met you there.
and from that moment on it was our love again, our town & our memories.

-how2fakeasmile

heey everybody, hope you enjoy this post.
its kinda of just random pictures and quotes!
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Sorry  i have not updated in a while, with march break ive been busy & depressed. I am still depressed, me and my boyfriend have been together for one year and the past two weeks with him have been anything but good. I've told him that he has two days to straighten up, and when he gets home when does he call 4 am, cause he rather spend time with his friends - then me. fuck my life. but anyways...

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cant wait for breaking dawn ;D

this is my hometown ^

i love you, i always have.
but this bullshit of yours, i cant take it anymore.

^^ now that sounds like one of my lame comebacks
him: your dogs ugly..

her: YOUR DOGS UGLY D;

i enjoy the cuddling, being in your arms at the end of a long stressful day.
makes everything so much better.

™© how2fakeasmile

^ pretty

^cute

so; apparently this girl means alot to my brother,
so for now im putting up with her.™©how2fakesmile

it’s sad when you think you know someone
for such a long time and then all of the sudden
you have no idea who this person is that is
staring right in your face.

You know, some how some way i still love you.
even if you did use me for sex.

                                                                                          ™© how2fakeasmile

when a person is really, really into you,
he will always find a way to have
time for you. With no freaking excuses.

it’s funny how you actually think you mean
something to someone, and they just turn
around and prove you wrong.

i keep giving you 2nd, 3rd, and 4th chances.
and every time i said "this is the last one."
but you know what? i’m really done hurting.
i can’t cry myself to sleep one more night.
i told you that this was the last chance you
had and you blew it. so, this is goodbye forever.

all i wanted was a simple phone
call but you always make it sound
like i'm asking for to much but
honestly i know guys who would
do much more for my attention.

He wasn't what I'd thought he was;
maybe he never had been.
But I wasn't what I thought I was, either.

The things that I remember best,
those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them anyway.
the thing is, life is too short to be following these rules.

Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you, the same way you hurt me.

You’re the reason my cell phone is glued to my hands at all times,
the reason why I’m always checking it if I leave it for more than a second,
the reason I keep it on loud at night time, I don’t care how late or early it is,
there’s not a point in my day where I never want to talk to you.

Always remember pain makes people change,

so don’t hurt them when you don’t want them to change.

I guess there comes a time when you’re sick of trying.
You’re sick of getting the same response,
 the same silence and the same feeling. You’re not giving up, just moving on.

it’s funny how you actually think you mean
something to someone, and they just turn
around and prove you wrong.

i'm done. i'm done revolving my life around someone
who doesn't care. if you ever need me, i'll be here.
but this time, you will come to me

hes the reason im messed up, the reason i can't get myself into another relationship,
no matter how hard i try, no matter how bad i want to, im scared. i'm scared of hurting
someone else. because i could never love anyone the way i love him.

you tell me that you hate who i am
& who i've become. well you better
learn to like it, because you're the reason
why i'm this way

Sometimes I think that we waste our words,
we waste our moments and we don't take the time
to say the things that are in our hearts
when we have the chance.

I screamed every hurtful word that I could think of.
 And what killed me is that they didn't hurt you at all.
 You didn't care what I said, you never have

he knew he made a
mistake.
you could see it in his face,
every time she walked into
the room, he wished he hadn't
done that to her.

Haay, well this post is just pictures.
BUT; my next posted is based on the summer; so i hope you enjoy.
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